Well I finally get some time today to write in this...it's almost been 2 months since my last entry...wow!

 Anyways, I am finally done with my play and i'm glad it's over but at the same time, it's so sad and i feel like i need to occupy my time again with something.....but right now, i just don't have enough strengh. I need to relax and sleep a lot more than what i am right now!!!! The play has only been done for a week, so i'm still getting used to it. On top of that, i moved off base into a beautiful house with Jenn and another co-worker of ours, Joe. It's so relaxing knowing that you are actually going to a "home"  and not a little dorm room on base. It was like i couldn't get away from work...but i live so far out now that i'm far away when i'm off. I got a new car, new job, and well i still have the same boyfriend. Lets just say that he is going though some tough times right now. We finally talked a little last night about all kinds of things and i think that i may have opened him up a little. I'm slowly but surly gaining his trust, which is hard for him. But instead of me bitching and complaning like i usually do, i'm trying to be supportive and try to give him space when he needs it. And some uplifing advice too you know? He went home on leave and then when he came back...it was so different, he was different and so much had changed in my life since he had left. We didn't talk to eachother for a while, but he finally came around and now we're just taking it one day at a time. Plus now we live so close together, so he doesn't have to drive so far away to see me....only 5 minutes away!  But i still miss the old Roland. I guess i better get back to work.....i'll try and write more if i have time sometime today.